Just Blah

Hey hey…

So, I am just going to type here out of impulsiveness and see how it goes. I really do feel like I need to vent so maybe it will come out of me if I just keep typing. I am honestly, right now, typing none stop to just type. I have been feeling good and have been feeling like crap lately. My sexy journey has been great so far, if you haven’t read it please enjoy previous posts on my journey. Anyways, anyone live on the East coast? Well there’s a fuckin storm coming and I still need to go to the market. Great! This is just fabulous. Ok Vanessa just breathe you are ok. I have been losing weight on my diet and I have been working out which feels great. SO happy I finally started that again. Tonight my best friend is coming over and I am so happy I met her. She’s amazing. I almost feel lesbian for her haha. But I just appreciate her friendship so much. Yes Alex, my fiance, is my friend too but it’s not the same like having a girlfriend. I wish I had more to say about me and Alex but we are just good. I mean I really do think we need something exciting in our lives but it is what it is. Omg, the thought of money just hit me right now. I really need to make more money. The system sucks. I am on this bar where I can still get financial assistance but I still have to pay more than before. Leaving me sooo tight with money. It’s almost like I really do need another kid to be able to get more help lmao. But then if I progress in my career it will effect me. Ugh! It’s all bullshit. I just want to watch movies and eat cupcakes. That’s all I want in life. Wow I can’t believe I just typed that. I am a fatass haha. Yes I haven’t stopped typing since I have started. This is like those writing exercises you have in English class where the teacher just wants you to write and to not stop until time is up. I have a lot of typos I will try to correct when I am done typing. Anyways, you don’t want to hear about that. I don’t even know what to write anymore. Trump? Nah, I don’t want to talk about how this country is getting worse and worse. I can’t even organize my thoughts on the whole thing. It stresses me out and I really wish I was into politics and really into reading about everything that is going on but I am really not. I can’t. I get so easily stressed. I am already stressed knowing Jamie Fox is going to be Spawn?! Like wtf?! Omg who knows. I love Jamie Fox but not for Spawn ugh!

Ok I stopped so that concludes out daily rant.

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