
“Everything you want is on the other side of fear.”
– Jack Canfield
LOST IN CHAOS
This week has been nothing but emotional distress. A relationship of mine has turned into chaos and it got so bad I didn’t know who I was nor this person anymore. I was confused of how it got to be so bad and when did it turn?
I had to break it and it has left this person in a place where they cannot be reached. They may or may not read this… but I just want to say “I love you.”
“I love you.” The three letter phrase that used to mean so much to people. What does it really mean now? And even with actions, everyone has different expectations on how that is shown so now it’s like no one is really satisfied. I see it in my relationships, I see it in my friends relationships… where do we go from here? I’m pretty sure we all tried the reset button at least TWICE. And when we feel like we have gone too far, how do we fix that?
Sometimes I feel the chaos is so extreme, it may feel there’s no hope out. Which is why I like to be alone before I do something horrible to myself. So, I have been breathing, focusing, feeling… I hope the person I am talking about doesn’t stay lost in chaos… i hope… i wish… i cast…
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MUSIC
Song I’ve been crying to recently… love it
MOVIES AND SHOWS
Almost done catching you up on my watches!
Raël: The Alien Prophet 2024 (Netflix) * * * *
DOCUSERIES
Really weird story about a group of people creating a religion around aliens that are supposed to come. Of course, like any “cult,” horrible things happening to kids as well.
CAN I TELL YOU A SECRET 2024 (Netflix) * * * *
DOCUSERIES
This is a crazy story about multiple women getting harassed on social media but it gets so bad they end up scared for their lives and it evidently ruins their lives.
ONE DAY 2024 (NETFLIX) * * * * *
SERIES (based on novel)
So, a long time ago I saw a movie called One Day with Anne Hathaway. It was not until I was almost done with this series that my friend told me it’s the same story. I was a bit pissed lol because I knew how it ended. Although, I love the series.. more detailed.
PRISCILLA 2023 (MAX) * * * * *
ROMANCE DRAMA
It’s the story about Priscilla and her life with Elvis. Not sure how much is true but very interesting relationship.
GODZILLA X KING KONG: THE NEW EMPIRE 2024 (Theaters) * * * * * * * * *
MONSTER ACTION
AWESOME!!! Lots of monster fighting scenes! Love it!
AFTER EVERYTHING 2023 (NETFLIX) * * *
ROMANCE DRAMA
Same toxic shit relationship as the other movies, which I can’t get enough of haha… however, this one wasn’t as intriguing.
ARGYLE 2024 (AppleTV) * * * * *
ACTION
I actually enjoyed this movie. I did pretty much guess every turn and surprise but I still enjoyed it. Fun story!
Some shows I recommend if you have nothing to watch: Loot, The Connors, Modern Love
HEALTH AND WELL-BEING
Eggs, trying to eat more eggs… anyone know REAL benefits of daily intake of eggs? Boiled eggs to be exact. I could google but so much out there…
MONTHLY SHOUT OUT
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NOSTALGIA
So I grew up watching Roseanne. I watched from beginning to end even as an adult now. I was bummed about what Roseanne did and was hesitant to watch the new continuation without her. HOWEVER, I am finishing season 5 and can’t wait to watch the current season 6. I didn’t realize how many seasons it’s been now. It actually has the same humor and everyone looks so good but still with the animated faces. I love it!
SAFETYCUT PROJECTS SERVICES
Update on this, I actually have a client now, I need to draw soon! $20 if you want me to draw you!
During the pandemic, I started drawing people and created an Insta Page called Peepshow Delight. I deleted the account but I actually had a few people ask about it. So! I decided to make a page on this website to display the art and also offer to draw YOU. CLICK HERE >>> Peepshow Delights






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