DEATH DRESSED DIFFERENTLY May 19th 2024

“Everything you want is on the other side of fear.”

 – Jack Canfield

DEATH DRESSED DIFFERENTLY

They say your life flashes before your eyes when you die. But can it still flash when you feel like your heart is dying?

Frame after frame, frame
The first kiss frame
The looks frame, frame, frame
Those 3 letter words frame
The laughs frame, frame, frame
The hugs frame, frame

And then other memories pop up that you thought were forgotten frame, frame, frame

And all these frames you wish you had back but each one is a stab of pain so you fade, fade, fade

And it all becomes one big mesh of just pain and then your stuck and can’t think of any of them anymore. You try so hard but it’s a blur. Almost as if this frame is being forced to be unseen. It is too painful to see again? Or did the memory die and it just doesn’t matter anymore?

Are those memories and anything in real life that is attached to it dead?

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MUSIC

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MOVIES AND SHOWS

IM FINALLY JUST GONNA CATCH YOU UP ON ALL I’VE WATCHED LOL

HUNGER 2023 (Netflix) * * * * *
BROODING EXTREME UNPREDICTABLE
I felt the scenes were a bit dramatic but it was fitting. I did enjoy the movie and the story. Very dark in a psych sense but it was good!

THE NEW LOOK 2024 (AppleTV) * * * * *
DRAMA SERIES
Drama series about Coco Channel and Christian Dior during WWII. Interesting story, I never knew about Coco being involved with Nazis.

BABY REINDEER 2024 (NETFLIX) * * * * *
DRAMA MINI SERIES
Crazy story, apparently based on a true one too. My teenage son was really into it as well. Dark material and sexual abuse in it, so beware if triggering. I did cry….

QUIET ON SET: THE DARK SIDE OF KIDS TV 2024 (MAX) * * * * *
TRUE CRIME
So of course I see this after watching Baby Reindeer, more tears. Terrible what happened to these kids. The world is disgusting. Never gonna look at those old Nickelodeon shows every again.

MILLER’S GIRL 2024 (Netlfix) * *
THRILLER COMEDY
IDK, I didn’t really like this creative type film. It was weird, sort of didn’t make sense to me. Her friend was really annoying. Meh…

INFINTY POOL 2023 (hulu) * * *
HORROR SCI FI
I think I forgot to write about this, I watched way back but I saw it was on my list still. Weird psych movie… worth watching but yea weird lol

THE FALL OF THE HOUSE OF USHER (NETFLIX) * * * * *
HORROR SERIES
I thought this was a great series. I definitely had no idea what was going on. I thought the story executed very well. Family that dies one by one but why and how… supernatural entity? Or someone in the family?

THE IDEA OF YOU 2024 (Prime Video) * * * * *
ROMANCE COMEDY (from book)
I never read the book but I enjoyed this film. It’s a nice love story with conflicts of course. The type on movie to watch in cozy pajamas and maybe eat some yummy snacks.

HACK YOUR HEALTH: THE SECRETS OF YOUR GUT 2024 (Netflix) * * * * *
DOCUMENTARY
I thought this was a very interesting doc. I have always had gut issues and I wish I looked into it more before. Unfortunately now, I have no gallbladder so most things just don’t sit well with me haha.

MAXTON HALL: THE WORLD BETWEEN US (Prime Video) * * * * *
ROMANCE DRAMA
Love these kind of drama hate love romance stories. Has this Cruel Intentions type feel.

THE TEARSMITH (AppleTV) * * * *
ROMANCE DRAMA (FROM BOOK SERIES)
Although I thought this was a bit overly dramatic… maybe more than a bit haha… i still enjoyed the story. Very fictional on how people act towards each other… like they would in a romance novel… so maybe it was true to the story?

THANK YOU, NEXT (NETFLIX) * * * *
ROMANCE
I love how they set up the show. Each episode starts with pieces of the ending and you just keep trying to figure out what happens. Got me reeled in. I love the story. Very realistic about relationships and infidelity or even just changing and not being meant for each other anymore. Also about self discovery. Loved it.

MOTHER OF THE BRIDE 2024 (Netflix) * * * *
ROMANCE COMEDY
Fun silly movie about a mother’s daughter getting married. Her daughter’s fiance’s father is an Ex of hers… a big one!

ASHLEY MADISON: SEX, LIES AND SCANDAL (NETFLIX) * * *
DOCUSERIES
The infamous website that encourages cheating. The story behind it and also, I didn’t know it is still around after it got hacked.

BEAUTY QUEEN KILLER 2024 (hulu) * * * *
DOCUSERIES
This doc includes the survivors stories. Including the one that he had travel with him and apparently she has never spoken before.

PALM ROYALE (AppleTV) * * * * *
DRAMA
Yo Ricky Martin looks good for his age!! Actually everyone looked amazing in this series. Kristen Wiig as the main character, this story takes place in late 60s. All about status and money. I thought it was a clever show. There is a lot of mystery too which is fun.

MADAME WEB (Netflix) *
ACTION MARVEL
Yikes… no. And I love Marvel movies and series… but this… wow

Some shows I recommend if you have nothing to watch: Loot, The Connors, Modern Love, Severence

HEALTH AND WELL-BEING

Finally been back on my rowing machine and regular… My booty starting to reshape and my energy building back up… slowly but surely. Hope I stay motivated. It’s hard… Need to better my diet but not gonna beat myself up. Just glad I could finally get back on.

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