Vanessa Lee Herrador
Tuning into the Universe

GOOD SAD AND LADYBUGS OCTOBER 25th 2023

“Every successful person in the world is a hustler one way or another. We all hustle to get where we need to be. Only a fool would sit around and wait on another man to feed him.”

―K’wan

THE RANT: GOOD SAD AND LADYBUGS


Been a couple weeks. I feel pretty good with my life. Been hustling, been slowly going through my house section by section in each room. I feel like I am filtering out things I don’t need anymore, stuff I’ve outgrown. It’s weird because the more stuff I go through and organize my home, the more time, I feel, I have which is not really because the time was always there, but I think I was just so unhappy I would just sit on my ass and watch tv.

It’s foreign to me to walk and drive and be home and have a smile on my face. No complaints, but just happy I am there. I’m feeling good about my future, when it comes to my mindset. I have been having TOO much fun though with drinking so I definitely realize that is something I need to stop for the moment. Got a little carried away lately.

Although my mental health has been going well lately, my heart hurts this very moment. Someone I love and care about, I know is probably going to read this and possibly roll their eyes and laugh…. I just want to say I hope you can think about it, and plan to meet in person to talk sometime.

I feel like in serious conversations, good or bad, are just so awful to talk through texts now, right? I know it’s the new norm but to understand emotion and meaning behind something tends to be distant or unknown. How can we change these patterns? I know I need to change some patterns with my relationship to the phone. I was going through my phone settings (Android, don’t hate) and I noticed there are settings to limit usage on phone which is cool. Thinking about it. Anyways, I hope you all are well and learning how to bring peace within yourself.

Also, this week’s horoscope guidance from cleanse and co (below at end) is pretty on point this week. What about you?

OOOOH ALSO
When I was pregnant, I used to get a lot ladybugs on me. I also thought they loved my son and I felt they protected us. My son always has ladybugs near him (he’s now 13). Even our first apartment had over 100 ladybugs living in out bedroom. I always told my son they were good luck and they protect us. Today, I had a moment of tears and my son messages me and says “mom, maybe this is good luck but our house is surrounded by ladybugs.” I didn’t see them by the time I came home but in that moment, I felt it was the universe giving me notice on my hurt and maybe saying it will be ok. Like sending the message to my son maybe? I don’t know. It was a special moment.

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Don Broco was so fun! Glad I got to see them!

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